May 21, 2005 - Winslow, Arizona

Well, I'm a-runnin' down the road tryin' to loosen my load,
I've got seven women on my mind.
Four that wanna own me, two that wanna stone me,
One says she's a friend of mine.

I'm not used to having more than one woman on my mind. It's an uncomfortable and uncertain experience.

I've been forced to consider where I want to go in my life. I'm suddenly not tied up in a relationship. This opens new doors.

I'm now more free to take long trips, get lost, and come home late. I can go hiking for a couple of months if I find someone to take care of the kittens.

My relationship with Tina never held me back from anything I wanted to do. She was always understanding and willing to let me do what I needed. She never kept me from doing anything.

I know that might sound contradictory. Previous entries have shown that she was instrumental in me not applying for clergy status. That's not really the truth. More correctly, she provided me with a great excuse to stop and think about what I was doing and where I was going.

I don't know if I am ready for clergy status right now, but I know I wasn't ready when I started this journal.

Requesting credentials ten months ago would have been a major mistake.

Thank you, Tina, for helping me think clearly.

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