Entry 29

What to do about K. While she is enjoyable to be around, I don't have enough experience to discern whether she "wants" me or whether we are friends only. my thought process has been Out of line since that. Fasting &the C.I. didn't help much, either. At least not with my 4^th of July decision. Everything else is great.

How to tell her I don't like her if the "want" is why she asked me out on th 4^th is a large problem. I have no problem with the friend part. In fact, I like the latter better and would like to keep it. I love to talk and mess around with her, but I must say that is about it. I[When] I look at her, I get a feeling of friendship, not anything more. If I have to hurt her because of this feelings, I will do as I must, but I do not want to.

Her brother insinuated the "want" part to all this. But Her reaction to those words brought me up short. If she is trying to Hide something (such as the "want" part) or not was impossible to determine. Oh, well, damn fine job if she is, damn fine job if she isn't.

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